| AnnThrax ( @ 2007-01-12 23:08:00 |
There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I dont know how.
Maybe, youre gonna be the one that saves me. And afterall, youre my wonderwall.
I was just thinking. I have a friend (funny at first I made the type "fiend" and that would fit too!) that ive known for like..8 years or so. Seven or eight years. He already has one child that he doesnt see. That he doesnt have anything to do with. He is in a relationship (dysfunctional as FUCK) with another girl who is pregnant with his second child. They seem to argue all the time but its so fucked up because..despite all the "arguing" and how much he hates it or hates her, shes the only one with a job. She GIVES him her paychecks. Yes, GIVES HIM her paychecks.
So, anyways..for the past, like, week or so hes been doing Ecstacy everynight. Anyone who does a lot of X knows that continued usage makes you very sad and very depressed. Coming down off of X, sucks. Anyways, hes been on X every night for the past week and apparently its causing him to be a real BITCH. He also does coke on a more than regular basis. He basically uses her paychecks to get coke and sell like, grams of coke and snort out two tenths of a gram for himself. Its absolutely ridiculous. He doesnt MAKE any money. There is a steady flow of income coming in off of the drugs (real good way to make money when youve got a kid on the way, huh?) but he puts it all up his nose so he makes nothing, then she turns around and GIVES him her paychecks, which he then blows, literally.
OK, so, onto my point. I guess theyve been arguing a lot lately. Hes been super paranoid that shes doing coke behind his back which makes NO SENSE. Shes three months pregnant, shes not doing cocaine, lol. I talk to her, shes definitely NOT doing cocaine but hes getting so snorted and tweeked that hes getting paranoid and making shit up.
Today my boyfriend came home from hanging out with this guy and he told me some FUCKED UP shit dude..omg..ok..
He said that last night, this guy (Bob) and his girlfriend (Susie) got into an arguement and Bob decided that he just did NOT want to be with Susie anymore under any circumstances, so, he decided to act in a manner that would insure that she never wanted to be with him again. Bob said he calld a friend to come pick him up to get him away from Susie. When Bobs ride got there, Susie ran outside and jumped in the car before Bob could get in. She was crying, etc. This pissed Bob off so once they got back inside he proceeded to PUT A CIGARETTE OUT ON HER. Then he "kinda made" her have sex with him and called her different womens names multiple times. She told him to stop but he wouldnt stop. I guess earlier in the night Bob and Susie went over to someones house, a girls house and this girl had a friend over there and Bob was hitting on this girl right in front of Susie. My boyfriend said that Bob got a phonecall from some girl bitching him out saying " DONT EVER TRY TO GET WITH MY FRIEND WHILE YOURE BABYS MAMA IS SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO YOU!"
Ok, think about this situation.
This girl, Susie, shes 21 years old. This is her second child (with a different father, of course). Shes in this situation with a man who doesnt work, doesnt make any money by any means, shes working everyday 8 hours a day and giving him the paychecks, shes living with his parents, hes selling drugs and doing them constantly, shes got a child on the way. I dunno. Its really sad to me.
And to top it off, this chick is hot. She could have someone...a lot better. And yet shes in this bullshit situation. I bet she cries everynight before she sleeps.
Anyway I just had to write about that because its total bullshit. I cant believe hes acting that way towards her. Shes pregnant with his child.
God the mindset that modern society is putting into the heads of American youth is SICK. Im not blaming MTV for this kinda bullshit..but think about it...
Young kids growing up listening to nothing but nasty rap talking about fucking all kinda different bitches, disrespecting niggas, selling dope, etc. It subconsiously brainwashes people. This guy listens to bullshit like Lil Wayne, Cash Money..just CRAP that he totally takes seriously. He aspires to be nothing in life but the dope man. How sad.
PS. I am in no way talking shit about drug use. I am an advocate of drug use as long as you dont fuck other peoples lives up because youre way out there on a certain drug. So, in other words..if you ever need anything...hit me up..hehe..well keep it on the low low ;)
So, anyways..for the past, like, week or so hes been doing Ecstacy everynight. Anyone who does a lot of X knows that continued usage makes you very sad and very depressed. Coming down off of X, sucks. Anyways, hes been on X every night for the past week and apparently its causing him to be a real BITCH. He also does coke on a more than regular basis. He basically uses her paychecks to get coke and sell like, grams of coke and snort out two tenths of a gram for himself. Its absolutely ridiculous. He doesnt MAKE any money. There is a steady flow of income coming in off of the drugs (real good way to make money when youve got a kid on the way, huh?) but he puts it all up his nose so he makes nothing, then she turns around and GIVES him her paychecks, which he then blows, literally.
OK, so, onto my point. I guess theyve been arguing a lot lately. Hes been super paranoid that shes doing coke behind his back which makes NO SENSE. Shes three months pregnant, shes not doing cocaine, lol. I talk to her, shes definitely NOT doing cocaine but hes getting so snorted and tweeked that hes getting paranoid and making shit up.
Today my boyfriend came home from hanging out with this guy and he told me some FUCKED UP shit dude..omg..ok..
He said that last night, this guy (Bob) and his girlfriend (Susie) got into an arguement and Bob decided that he just did NOT want to be with Susie anymore under any circumstances, so, he decided to act in a manner that would insure that she never wanted to be with him again. Bob said he calld a friend to come pick him up to get him away from Susie. When Bobs ride got there, Susie ran outside and jumped in the car before Bob could get in. She was crying, etc. This pissed Bob off so once they got back inside he proceeded to PUT A CIGARETTE OUT ON HER. Then he "kinda made" her have sex with him and called her different womens names multiple times. She told him to stop but he wouldnt stop. I guess earlier in the night Bob and Susie went over to someones house, a girls house and this girl had a friend over there and Bob was hitting on this girl right in front of Susie. My boyfriend said that Bob got a phonecall from some girl bitching him out saying " DONT EVER TRY TO GET WITH MY FRIEND WHILE YOURE BABYS MAMA IS SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO YOU!"
Ok, think about this situation.
This girl, Susie, shes 21 years old. This is her second child (with a different father, of course). Shes in this situation with a man who doesnt work, doesnt make any money by any means, shes working everyday 8 hours a day and giving him the paychecks, shes living with his parents, hes selling drugs and doing them constantly, shes got a child on the way. I dunno. Its really sad to me.
And to top it off, this chick is hot. She could have someone...a lot better. And yet shes in this bullshit situation. I bet she cries everynight before she sleeps.
Anyway I just had to write about that because its total bullshit. I cant believe hes acting that way towards her. Shes pregnant with his child.
God the mindset that modern society is putting into the heads of American youth is SICK. Im not blaming MTV for this kinda bullshit..but think about it...
Young kids growing up listening to nothing but nasty rap talking about fucking all kinda different bitches, disrespecting niggas, selling dope, etc. It subconsiously brainwashes people. This guy listens to bullshit like Lil Wayne, Cash Money..just CRAP that he totally takes seriously. He aspires to be nothing in life but the dope man. How sad.
PS. I am in no way talking shit about drug use. I am an advocate of drug use as long as you dont fuck other peoples lives up because youre way out there on a certain drug. So, in other words..if you ever need anything...hit me up..hehe..well keep it on the low low ;)